school? normal boreedd. and
i found that, he *kkun doesnt even look at me, uhm i mean,, he looked at me a couple of times. But he doesnt even speaked a single word for me?? WTH??
AM I A ROCK OR A SHIT?
i felt really sad down there,, "SHIT..why did i like this guy in the first place?"
ahhhh..maybe this is not my lucky day,, But! from the morning till the rest of it ,, i found a pretty nice guys, like Bkun and Jkun,.. they both are nice. and of course ..;lazy asses.. shit.. why do i have to bump into these guys.. geeshh.. heyy but... i realize that my rival Tchan is soooo nice to me,, she doesnt even realize that shes my rival.. huh.. thats not fun.. but its okayy ,, since i only told my comrades about HIM ,, hheheheh... my comrades is Yoorachan and Banachann.. of course i told clauchan*my church friend too and my sister,, shes always been by my side although we fought a lot.. hehe.. and now,..?? Yoorachan always supporting me for be a bravee girl.. I have to talk to Kkun!! but today?? all i see was, he was sleeping at the class,.. and there were a lot of abcense teachers.. so we should have fun back there but? no.. i didnt.. we watched Journey 2 and i fell asleep because i ady watched it at my house before maybe two months ago,, and i am lazy to use such a good grammar so if i talk shitty its okayy? kwkwwkw i laugh damn.. but in realityy im tiredd!!! i always hide my real face,, im a poker face.. im laughing but im not !u know wht i mean? huhh?? Tchann support me asswelll.. that damn moment when you realize that your rival is your closest classmates in yourclass. shit.. shes too good to be true.. shes like a star in my class. many guys targeted her,, damnnn .. me?? nahh.. im just a sweet decoration who good at computer*thats an exception, just when i listened to the teacher i can do the assigment... So .. a couple of years ago i told yoorachan thati like A kun*hot glasses guy . i have a crushed on Akun first, and when i saw Kkun, i fell in love so deeply to him uhuh? kkwkwkw.. and it turns out Yoorachan is a classmate of Akun and the accident happens,, shes been keeping Akun glasses because her tricky friend told her to keep it.. and when school finished,otomatically she ran to me and gave it.. ahhaha.., im damn happy..BUT still.. disappointment cant be erase from my heart.. i should just have say hi to kkun.. but WHYYY ?? i can move my mouth when i met him.. i cant move a single muscle.. grrr.. such a bad day.. and i ended up playing guitar so hard and got scratched, heh..
kkun,, was so quiet tday,.. he seemed very very very boring . heh..thats typical Kkun,, and me?? i keep my rock face and do the acting.. heheh.. to reached ppl attention.. well thats me.. i only act when im sad,, so the true me?? i told ya,, i dont have any emotion so i followed ppl emotion.. ahh so when i thought of that person is a cool person i followed her chatateristic.. suddenly i became all mixture of people attitude and emotion*many ppl was cool i think ,, idk but thats who i really am.. i dont find my true self in society.. society are shit.. i found my true self when im alone and i sings and plays guitar.. my real emotion showed up. and when i draw, my real emotionn showed up too.. in school?? nahh i dont show it.. i showed a copy of people emotion and attitude ,,hehhee..
kkun,, was so quiet tday,.. he seemed very very very boring . heh..thats typical Kkun,, and me?? i keep my rock face and do the acting.. heheh.. to reached ppl attention.. well thats me.. i only act when im sad,, so the true me?? i told ya,, i dont have any emotion so i followed ppl emotion.. ahh so when i thought of that person is a cool person i followed her chatateristic.. suddenly i became all mixture of people attitude and emotion*many ppl was cool i think ,, idk but thats who i really am.. i dont find my true self in society.. society are shit.. i found my true self when im alone and i sings and plays guitar.. my real emotion showed up. and when i draw, my real emotionn showed up too.. in school?? nahh i dont show it.. i showed a copy of people emotion and attitude ,,hehhee..
ahh! i forgot to tell this ! i texted kkun to a couple hours ago..
Me : "Kkun, in sport assigment, who will you work with??"*ady read by him
Kkun: "u"*reply*
me: k *so i reply shortly too* feel my cold atmospher you damn rude monsta
-_____________________________________________- he just replied "u" .. am i that ridiculous? come on.. get real.. ahh. doesnt matter..maybe hes busy or sumthin.. nvm la,. im too crazy to think.. TOTALLY.. i think im gonna throw up . -____-
soo this is for today ,,and kkun really get on my nerves
byubyu
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