HIGH SCHOOL PT 6

hey , its been a long time hehe.. naomi is back uhuhhh!! WITH A LOT LOVE AND UNLEASH THE POWER OF LOVEEEEEEEEEE!!!  im sorry i get high these days and i just end up dealing with my stupidness. So kkun talk a lot to me lately , he even borrowed my phone tehe.. idk maybe he just wanto search his date or whatever, eventhough im in the friendzone range, its totally okay! finally i be able to call him my friend!! AAAA  it took so long, i guess 4 months? heh its not too long btw, .... and i notice that he interested in many girls... omaigattt.. and maybe im just a little sister to him idk. He always talking about.. ecchan,, although it hurts me.. kkun been doing good, he even got the position of Studen councils president. i cant believe it, this idiot made it. imma bit rough but its okay, since it is him im talking about hohoho.. and he finally can talk casually with me evennn when its not good enough, its still different from the way he talked to tchyan, maybe he likes her.. bleh.. i can cover his wouunded heaaarttt come to mama.. ahahha.. im so stupid.. clinging to those three like a completely stranger.. all they want is only tchyan.. but when im not there,, he asking where i am?? and and theres moree, many moree.. im sorry i dont update the blog for suvh a long term... im on my bussiness doing comic project . i think Yura gets mad at me bacause im focused on one shot project.. but all i want to do is making a debut first.. so i can waw people at the first time and then I can do BLAST project.. Akun, doing allright aswelll, he ady have a date her name is Racchan, shes pretty cute.. i hope they will long last and even forever. if its akun real love then i wouldnt go too far to chase him anymore, he get what he should be, and i hope he'll be happy :) thats all i want for Akun.. and for Kkun? i have a big opportunity since God gave me this opportunity ! i wouldnt waste it! i should take it ! no hesitating! also there will be no regret cause i take this BIG step! and more.. i just got a test to getting a schoolarship for IPC university in New Zealand.. I heard it is a Japan university but its an universal one..  im so excited since i heard the word japannn,, i smeellledd carrierrr!! But thats not the subject that i wantt.. i dont eant to go to the bussinesssss,, i want design and animeee .. but thers no one of thoseee subject in IPC, so i took the test was just to having fun! -_- , Since kkun is the student council president i hope hes not going to be sick again, i hope he'll be healthy and be a succeess leader , just like he had always wanted to.. hes so busy dealing with school programmss and im getting crazy in class without him,,. im madly in love SHIT!!! this is really ,, this feeling its not gonna change even if hes gonna mocks me or swear on me.. this feeling stilll reamin the same.. cause I love him for who he really is.. :) and i dont ever want to let kkun go! in the graduation day.. i will confeess to him before i go abroad for studying.. its enough , for him to knowing, im not a completely a stalker so , i wont shred any photos of himm. just photos of the activities and my friends facess photoss.. nowwwwww STARRTT hohohoh

me and tchyan,, shes a cutie rigth*am i pushing it? yeah i am.. shes avergae foe me actually

this is the cute me , hell yeah

another random photos, and Tingkun laughed at me cause i was looking like this ,, shit

this uniforms are ewar every tuesday and thursday

Naomi photograph *not that pro

this Lkun drawings, hes good at drawing things except human i guess

my friends, the big one is Tingkun, in the middle is Lkun, the last one is SBkun*TChyan pre BF (this is truth)

my drawings,, is not that bad right? actually i know its so good *what>

Tchyan drawings,, so good :) elephants

me,, with the smile.. i have anther pic of me that showed that kind of face too.. and kkun said it was cute.. so i overdoing it.. lately.. because of kkun's word has affect my world

Last .. me and tchyan.. btw we are not bff .. we are just classmates,. who in the end .. wouldnt taking so much shit of each other*in the futurei mean. :D

HIGH SCHOOL pt5

hey meet me again at the STORYOFMOJOGIRL! hoho... so im gonna share things i did this morning, in about 6 am , i ady arrived at the school, and otomatically i went to the rooftop,, and take pics!~ herress the pic!!!

this is the piece of shit that replaced the roof.:'(

you can see sunrises up there, hahaha,.. i loveee being there!!

my face :o,hahaha

this is the pieces of the broken roof,, i can still sit there and
enjoy the morning nature :p

my fingers, ahaha,, there was a writing in the nails but

its faded,., 

in this side i likes to spend the morning

full pic of the useless building,, my beautiful roof being changed into a class ,how annoying! 

beauifull flower! hehahahehahaheh

and when i get back to the class ,, i saw this ,, this's from NARUTO ~

that is the end of the pics, well.. i feel better today than yesterday.. ahhaha. Kkun spoke to me!*actually he just say 5 until 6 line to me, very countable. -___- how great , 

And i saw Akun running around like a total idiot chasing his future GF, bleh-____-,. it didnt really disturb me, but its a real pain in the ass. hhahaa.. and kkun spit words that i dont want to hear!!! Tchan really are naive.. she's really a great caring person! :'( ,, i want to help Kkun too .. but i dont got any guts, im a coward really.. all i can do is just sitting while listening to the words and steal time to look at his stupidness. he..

BTW if Kkun ended with Tchan,, i am really relieved, Tchan is a good person.. Im sure Kkun will be happy being with her.. Im just gonna continue this feeling of happiness from Kkun movement*when he talk to me,laugh because of me, touch me, smile to me,asking me something.
I got a test today.. and i used my power of the faith to answer that.. hahaha.. i dont give a shit about the test actually ,, it was a sosiologist test, and its a well damn hard task. According to my intuition, i guess .. im just gonna stay quite to avoid all the madness , if the secret "that i like Kkun" leak.. im dead.. im really a moving body without soul.. i laughed a lot today at the class, and i wrote some lyric too..

aah!! i loves to listening to the HISTORY!! this lesson really take my attention! i really get into it!!! uyeahh i forgot to tellya that in the sosiologist test,, we have to take the seat according to the absent, and idk if its a real coincidence, i got a seat next to Kkun..  he borrowed a pen, and it hit me "he will never returned it" ahhaha.. im real lucky today!!! i loved to see A-kun and Kkun smile! thats why i got a really.. weird introduction videoo for today.. kekeke,, its not interesting at all, its a boring video,, and its really sdoesnt make any sense,, i hope my classmates dont see stuff like this with me on the screen,, its a reall embarassement,

OKAYY THATS IT FOR TODAY!! HAVE A NICE FRIDAY GUYS!!! LETS GET CRAZY!!!! wohowhoho

ME :)

me with all the randomness i have!!
GUITAR is like a soulmate for me
SINGING is like a food for me , i needed it for everyday life
DANCING is like a rhythm of my heartbeat
DRAWING is my life
PLAYING COMPUTER is a habbit
LOVE 2 guys at a times
usually i bring my guitar to the bathroom, to relieve the confuseness of taking a shit. :p, sometime i brings comics..
MANY friends :) , but these connections are only on the outside,
DEEP connection only with mt three nakamas,, maybe BANA san will become the fourth ,,...

things i used to do:
stealing.. hmm..well its not weird that i loved to steal back there,, but when i get caught im reakky good at making the scenarios.. but it didnt end up well . so im giving up on stealing..
i did a pretty weird things, like played with my hands,, gave them hair and have them talk to each other,*i am nuts wahahaha.. theres a story when my mom took me to a salonn,, and i ended up swimming on the pond(salon's pond) and have a thought on myself that "im a mermaid hell yeah!" and when they told me to get up and have a shower because its dirty .. it tooks one hour to get me out of the pond.. ahha.. that was when im about 5 years old..
and im good at climbing a wardrobe.. so when my mom panic cause im gone.. she found me up heree.. at the  edge of the closet.. im sayong hi to her,, i was proud of myself back there cause i can climb a closet,, and make a crazy applauseee!!!
and sometime i stare at people food, *even when idk them or they're a completely strangers.. i stare at their food.. and watch them eat,,
I loved coming to book store and have a comfortable place in there,, i walked around ,,searching for inuyasha comic,.. and i camn buy about 5 or 7 comic of inuyasha! i really loved the series.. and i became an otaku back there,, i liked to add some decoration in inuyasha's pic.. i add a mustache.. and even i draw a really aninomous creature,, idk well how to draw well back there,, so my drawing look like an cornman.. hahaha..

i guess this is it for todayy!! i'll contineu this laterrr...byebyeeee

COMIC PROJECT

sometime its hard to see LIFE in a good shape
we have to turn down the REALITY for see it
its a PAINFULL truth with lies and betrayal
this is where it all BEGINS,
where the SORROW being CURED....
the meaning behind FRIENDSHIP
                            LOVE
                                         HATRED
                                LIFE
                                      KILL
the truth behind every human SOUL.
                       


#BLASTNOSEKAI

MY COMRADES PROFILE ESUCHYAN PT3

THERE SHE IS !! esu chyann,.. long time no see!! !shes  a very lovable person! understanding,mature, and i think shes a wise person!! i love her giggless,, they're so cuteeee :3 .  we were in the same class at the seventh grade, but we werent to close until the "tragedy" happens.. im the stupitestt of them all. im so stupid that i could barely die. and from that tragedy , me and esuchan became so much closerr! shes really takes a really good care about her body shapess. but me? i have a really bad shape.. im sure someday i can have esu chan shape too :D .. so heres her profilee!!

name: Esuteruunyan (esuchan)
age:16
birthday : 10 june 1996
she already has a bf that she called her husband,, well they are a well match pair,, and they ady became one by a ctazy accident..
Hobby : im pretty sure she can cook! hehe,, she loves to sing ,she have a very smooth sound !! its really cutee!!.. we did dance too,, and shes not bad at it! she is loyable,kind and generous person, although there was a big mistake in her life before,.. but that is a lesson for her..
she wrote this to her for her "about me" thing on facebook.. i think its really sweet!! ><
Forever with you, and Only with you My husband.Me forever just to be with you.Only you will not be forget.Because I love you so much My husband.I thank you forever think that you just for me and will not forget me.I see,touch,and still you....

When i saw you for the first time
I knew you're the one
You didn't say a word to me 
But love wasn't the end*
When you held my hand
Pulled me into your world
From that on my life has changed for good
Now I'll never feel lonely again

'Cause you are in my life now
How can i explain to you
The way i feel inside
When i think of you
I thank you for everything that you show me
Don't you ever forget that i love you 

Now, I know that, someday, real soon*
You'll be right next to me
Holding me so tight
So I will always be yours
Although we can't be together now
Remember I am here for you

When i know you there for me
Whenever I want to be with you
I just throw my lies and pretend you here
I see you, I touch you, I feel you, like real
Nothing can ever change what i feel inside
How long must i be far away from you
I don't know you, but i know we are one

so this is a lil snapshot about herrr ...!! shes one of my lovable nakamas!!!

HIGH SCHOOL pt4

AUGUST 8th
nyuahh..heyy this timeee im gonna make it right..
im quite happy today.. because kkun was asking me "what time is it again " and i gave him straight face.. cause thats me.. just me.. soo insane todayy.. i got courses, i got homeworks from school, i got .. oh yea -___-.. i want to teell you guyss that this dayy,, i had a talk with KTkun,, ahaha.. hes quite awesome but i dont take any interested in him.. maybe im more attrackted to kkun because kkun spread his pheromone? idk.. #lol..
and this morning!! i found a place to love again! after being so desperate of loosing my roof in my school , im actually found it more interesting now.. i could still see the blue sky,, even the halfmoon and birdss.. and i can still feel the blowing wind,, wooo how wonderfull lifes is??
this is the view from my new roof!!

the sunlight mornin that comfort me!!

the mix colour between blue and brown!!

so eyeswashing!!

Uh yeaa,, when i enjoy myself on the NEW roof,., Yurachan sent me a song from anime "elfen Lied" i havent watch it cause.. im pretending to be a very busy person.. kekeke,, thats song was pretty good match for my situation at that timee.. ahahha..
And while i was on the roof,, i was making an enormous imaginationn, "i hope Kkun come to this place, accidetally he look at me smiling and closing my eyess,, he thinks that imma cool and rare person, he decide  to sit next to me and whisper  " daisuki" .-_______________________- , i know i know.. crazy imagination.. but when i got back to the class.. everything was a NORMAL.. idk but i really hate normality.. i loves rarelity.. :D even though that i tried to styled my hair ponytail today.. i hope kkun thinks m"im cute " with a hair like thatt -____- meh,, before the lessons started, i sat in yurachan's class,*cause our class is actually separated.. i took a pic of A-KUN!! my lovee from the past, but im still stalk him hehehe

YURACHAN took this for me..yea she just took   A-kun's back.. but its worth it.

And the time when i get to the class,. i saw kkun.. i was really happy! dammit.. why did he step his retarded legs  into my life??  he was so quiet and yet ,, he asked me a favor !!! \(^^)/, im damn happy about it! he asked me to help him with his draw! im good at it,, while im in a very good mood i gave him the best! which is thats what i gave to everybody who asked me to help them with their drawing soo i wont do anything suspicious infront of kkunn.. but i done a lot of weird stuff infront of kkun! Kkun laughed back there because my trickyness.. i love it.. damn.. hi giggle.. i love it..

and Yuranigiri chan came, told me a story between akun and lalachan ,, i was in a good mood when i heard of it,.. but it breaks my heart a lil.. though its a little,, nah.. its fine,, duh? we're in highschool ! where every love stories being created into some fuckin good romance .. im waiting for GOD to write it down for me.. just waitt..  ..


so this is it for today.. i got nothin more .. BYEBYE LUV YOU GUYS :*

MY COMRADES PROFILES pt2 SYOUCHYANN ~

soo this is my friend , syouchyaannnnnn you can call her syousyouuu !!!
shes been on my side since first grade of middle school,, But we were being separeated when i stepped on fisrt grade of highschooll,, what a pity TT.TT.. i have many conflict with Yuranigiri and Syouchyan before.. buttt at last we settle it downn!! heres a profile of her:

Name : Syouchyan
Age:15 turnin 16 on
Birthday : 30 august
Hobbies : for now? i think she just hanging out with her fuckin retarded boyfriend *just called him MOnkeykun
for the past?? we hanging out pretty oftenn,, we really did  have a nice days in the past, and i know she loves to sing, and draww.. and always get wxcited on modelling.. and even we makee a group called "7XPM".. i miss those dayys. we came to my dad's place to work and theres a club at there,, and we practiced band at there,, wvwn we knew that was a total mess.. we even have boombox ahhahah..
dreams?? lets asked her again when i get to meet her.. i really want to tell her many things since we have  being apart for many months .. but the last time i met her, i know she still have the dream to became  a star,, but she throw it away because of monkeykun,. monkeykun you are really a monkey afterall..stealing a precious nakama.. and btw she love sounds of fart, and she loves soup of fart ,, cow's fart.. :'( LOVE YOU SYOUCHYANN..AND HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAYY i hope our friendship will last longer. :D ...

HIGH SCHOOL pt3

Hey..come back with Naohenba chyaann on theeeeee MOJOGIRL ohohoh.. if you search MOJO on the internet,, it'll appear for Mojo of the powerpuffgirl or even weirder.. its not it bro.. MOJO means scary, amd scary,, hahaha
heyyyyy this date.. on 7 AUGUST 2012
I didnt have such a lucky day , but we can called it lucky.. tehhee.. cause our teachers were appeared to be absence,, we were having so much fun in 3 hours of no teachers.. :D ... i feel so much better actually..
Cause Tchan didnt bring her watch, so Kkun ask me "what time is it? Naochyannn" FINALLY!!!
hee.. im just waiting for those words to be heard by me.. kekekekke..
Today there was an extracuricular,, and i choose Japan club.. hahha.. so fun! you know? yesterday i just told ya about Akun glasses right?? these are the photo of it,, before the glasses being taken by Yurachan to be returned ..

Yuppp.. i was soo happy.. And i wasnt happy because of Kkun attitude really get on my nerves lately..

I hated him, nah i liked him a lot actually.. it justt.. i cant take it no morreeeeeee.. hes a bitch.. hes flirting on Tchan again,, one more time? i like Tchan so much, shes my best classmates in the second grade, and yet .. shes a rival.. -___-,.. idk if she had feelings for kkun.. -..-

                 and Jkun texted me, and i thought of somthing weird back there,like.. maybe this guy have a crush on me. hahha But no,. he dont.. 

Im feeling okay today.. But not great. I bought 2 pocky and 1 chips., it taste good but i dun want to get more fat so.. i finished them all*WTF . And in what subject i forgot, we *tchan,me,kkun,and Lkun(a friend of kkun and mine) we have an assigment to do.. we have to interview people with a different religion.. its not that haed , until KKUN teased me with such an unpleasure word, shit =.= , when i was writing down the answers. he just like complaining how bad i was,. and this how my thought sounds." i bet he want tchan to write it" arghhhhhhhhhh.. im tired with the poker face i have to wear. im good at it but feeling bad about it. and kkun was making many joke, and i laugh , but he only see Tchan? when he talked to me he doesnt even look at me in the eyes, come on! grow up BITCH, im tired.. No.. cant you at least be nicer? to a girl? and and and.. ah WTV idontgive a shit. just wait until tomorrow i guess... WE'll see.
AHh maybe i should followed Yurachan's word "I HAVE TO BE BRAVE" yeah.. i dont have any guts to talk to KKUN or start a confersation.. its always been him who ask me or start a confersation that idk how to end it.. And BTW when school finished.. me and yurachan took a walk before the club started, we walked at the carpark, and it was fun idk but it was,, i enjoyed the wind and the trees* i love nature ..  heres the photos .

*yoorachan( she bought a white coffee that tasted i mean awfully delicious)

the picture of trees and clouds.. and it really makes my heart felt comfortable (^^)/

 picture of our shoes.. just for fun cause i thought it was kinda cute to took these pic. hehehe

And when we started the japan club,, i was just like . "wtf ,why so many boys.?"

and what relieved me that the time was being split into two(the first one for the 10th grades, and the secong one for 11th grade). and now just like  yurachan said,, "we can find the peace" . After the jpan club theres a an hour left before we being picked up, we went to the mall.. cause our school is WTFly close with the mall. so we were hanging around at the books store, and did a pretty weird things.

heres the pics ai took when yuranigirichan went home :

our school hallway :D

our school cafetariaaa 

the last one is the school lobby,, hehehe ,, thats it for highschool partt

BYEBYE LOVE YOU GUYSSS :*

MY COMRADES PROFILES PT1 YURACHAN

shes one of my comrades,, crazy YOORACHAN,, who always supporting me! yeahh.. dont worry ..i will give my other comrades profile aswelll.. hihi,, now me and Yoorachan (other name Yuranigiri) is making a comic project,, i know it takes years to accomplish that.,. but,, im feeling lazy hand this weeks.. wait until holiday yurachann,, i will make the next chapter and coompleted the background and the edit.. and the lines,,and all the stories.=.= , so many..

here s her profile

Name : Makino Yura (laura or Yuranigiri)
Age : 15
Birthday : 29 Oct, *when the anime of code breakers appears !! whoooo!!
hobbies: drawing like phsycho.. and sing like a rock star, dance like crazy , guitar like sadako :D
her dream? is to be a successfull comicus and a STAR, hehe.
someday my dream and hers will come true just by doing the job now and i believe. :)
ABOUT HER : you see.. she loves SHIT and i usually Doing the IDGAF thing with her,, hahahaha.. because we're crazy nakamas,, i even let  her talk to herself.. buahaha.. remember all the things we have done,, ROFTL.. so.. HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY YURACHAN :) hope our friendship last longer.. and about Syouchan and Esuchann.. i dont have to worry ... i know they'd remember mee,,, hehehhee..
Yurachan is a super cool girl, she dont give a shit about a shit!! how cool is that!! hhhahahahaa.. andd,, she have a painfull past.. she also loves to call me hentai.. ah i forgot to teelll you my other name. its Naohenba
its given by Yuranigiri who looks like onigiri.. haha. and me? from hentai and baka .shit.. and she loves ANIME n YES WE BOTH ARE AN OTAKUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU... and we love it. HELL YEAH.

FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND BYEBYE <3

HIGH SCHOOL pt 2

today , 6 August 2012
school? normal boreedd. and
i found that, he *kkun doesnt even look at me, uhm i mean,, he looked at me a couple of times. But he doesnt even speaked a single word for me?? WTH??
AM I A ROCK OR A SHIT?

i felt really sad down there,, "SHIT..why did i like this guy in the first place?"

ahhhh..maybe this is not my lucky day,, But! from the morning till the rest of it ,, i found a pretty nice guys, like Bkun and Jkun,.. they both are nice. and of course ..;lazy asses.. shit.. why do i have to bump into these guys.. geeshh.. heyy but... i realize that my rival Tchan is soooo nice to me,, she doesnt even realize that shes my rival.. huh.. thats not fun.. but its okayy ,, since i only told my comrades about HIM ,, hheheheh... my comrades is Yoorachan and Banachann.. of course i told clauchan*my church friend too and my sister,, shes always been by my side although we fought a lot.. hehe.. and now,..?? Yoorachan always supporting me for be a bravee girl.. I have to talk to Kkun!! but today?? all i see was, he was sleeping at the class,.. and there were a lot of abcense teachers.. so we should have fun back there but? no.. i didnt.. we watched Journey 2 and i fell asleep because i ady watched it at my house before maybe two months ago,, and i am lazy to use such a good grammar so if i talk shitty its okayy? kwkwwkw i laugh damn.. but in realityy im tiredd!!! i always hide my real face,, im a poker face.. im laughing but im not !u know wht i mean? huhh?? Tchann support me asswelll.. that damn moment when you realize that your rival is your closest classmates in yourclass. shit.. shes too good to be true.. shes like a star in my class. many guys targeted her,, damnnn .. me?? nahh.. im just a sweet decoration who good at computer*thats an exception, just when i listened to the teacher i can do the assigment... So .. a couple of years ago i told yoorachan thati like A kun*hot glasses guy . i have a crushed on Akun first, and when i saw Kkun, i fell in love so deeply to him uhuh? kkwkwkw.. and it turns out Yoorachan is a classmate of Akun and the accident happens,, shes been keeping Akun glasses because her tricky friend told her to keep it.. and when school finished,otomatically she ran to me and gave it.. ahhaha.., im damn happy..BUT still.. disappointment cant be erase from my heart.. i should just have say hi to kkun.. but WHYYY ?? i can move my mouth when i met him.. i cant move a single muscle.. grrr.. such a bad day.. and i ended up playing guitar so hard and got scratched, heh..

kkun,, was so quiet tday,.. he seemed very very very boring . heh..thats typical Kkun,, and me?? i keep my rock face and do the acting.. heheh.. to reached ppl attention.. well thats me.. i only act when im sad,, so the true me?? i told ya,, i dont have any emotion so i followed ppl emotion.. ahh so when i thought of that person  is a  cool person i followed her chatateristic.. suddenly i became all mixture of people attitude and emotion*many ppl was cool i think ,, idk but thats who i really am.. i dont find my true self in society.. society are shit.. i found my true self when im alone and i sings and plays guitar.. my real emotion showed up. and when i draw, my real emotionn showed up too.. in school?? nahh i dont show it.. i showed a copy of people emotion and attitude ,,hehhee..

ahh! i forgot to tell this ! i texted kkun to a couple hours ago.. 

Me  : "Kkun, in sport assigment, who will you work with??"*ady read by him

Kkun: "u"*reply*

me: k *so i reply shortly too* feel my cold atmospher you damn rude monsta

-_____________________________________________- he just replied "u" .. am  i that ridiculous? come on.. get real.. ahh. doesnt matter..maybe hes busy or sumthin.. nvm la,. im too crazy to think.. TOTALLY.. i think im gonna throw up . -____-

soo this is for today ,,and kkun really get on my nerves

byubyu

ME the MOJO

okay,,MOJO girl. im starting to explaining what MOJO means , it means scary girl.just that,, im thinking that im a MOJO thats really cool. cause im no good when i have to talked with people,,and im quite a rare girl too.. you know what i meant by rare? hahaha.. im just rare. :p .. and this picture shows you that im FUCKIN love hat --"*its not important
ahhh.. starting from monday is a the next chapter of highschool :D! because i was lazy when im in first grade, its a miracle that i could pass the grade, and here i am in second grade of high school.. im gonna write the high school part just like a diary okay? buahhhahahha.. nah..
now ,... what to talk??

shhitttt

you see.. i have a lifee .. and the life i have isnt like the life i supposed to have! you know??  shouldnt be in this world*not to suicide , but i mean , i have to be in there, but idk where *lol* heuuu
and i have a big dream to became a comicus,animator,composer,singer,guitarist,dancer.. ahahaha.. thats a dream of the Mojo girl.. im thinking that i cant be love.
WHY?
because im weird. really .. im really weird.. i do things and stuff ,, that just weird,, like talking to myself while taking a shit*in other language* hahha, and laughing at myself when theres nothing funny at all, and i like to draw pic of shits. and i like to say weird word that people cant understand. and i like jumping on the sofa,rolling on the floor, do weird faces, i cried a lot while watching sad movies,, i mean a lot !when people not around, i like watching myself on the video although its weird, i loves to talk to myself lately too*doesnt mean im crazy*, i am crazy, crazy as heelll, but when people around, i look like an ants who got stepped by a giant mammoth, i am scared of ppl, infront of people i used my acting skill, i wore mask of smile,  so people see me as a kind hearted person.. but really? i swore a lot.. the way that my classmate see me isnt who i really am. shes normal . im not normal.. im great because God create me this way, im not that pretty,but im in vain all the time;.. and i dont like showing off, but my hand moved on itself to draw  , i talked a lot,since i have besties and they are all weird like me, haahah.. similar character but different way of thinking.. while we are on the society, WE SMILE. and that fakey smile so shit. im tired and i fell in love too since im a human , sooo this is harsh, i have to help people to find a solution to their problems,sometimes i like to just hear them because the talking,. i know there are a lot of different character and here we go , im the weirdo who loves manga, plus im a girl and i sit a lot in books store ,spending hours just to read comic,, come on...popular people dont like geeks like us . well not to mention, im not really a geek,, just an ordinary otaku.. who loves to draws shits. hehe,, i will admit it,, that my mind are evil.. my mind thinks the different ways that i think.. bleh forget it.. im all insane. this insanity has to end right now. byubyu love yaa (--)/

story

i look at his face, and it felt like.. the world was mine>>
OH damnnnnn..why? why ? I like him? maybe for no reason.. maybe its just an interesting feeling yah.
o shit mannn>> shit just shit.
i can go crazy if keep roundin like thisssssssssssssszss

HIGHSCHOOL pt 1

this is a expression of a broken heart women. Shit. really man .. I hate this feeling oh btw i have a tons of stories i have to tell youu! ahahah
you know ... so heres the story..
june 18 2011(the story of XG)FIRSTTIME OF HIGHSCHOOL :)
the first time i met him :) , he was so cool, he always smile,hes kinda funny guy*my mistakes ,actually hes very funny!*
Im included in unpopular gags, thats mean im in the lowest part , nahh.. i mean im on all part ,
CLASSES i devided them into three part :
THE first PART on my page: when they all are popular noisy bitches
second part : quiet , but they are the richest in the class, i mean like high class people
THIRD part : this is where i put myself, well im not friends with people in this part so well, and im not the third poart official member :p
i am me, i put myself in Special *because from the top part until the lowest they're all my friends afterall.
Let me begin  my love story*doesnt deserve this name at all
so just say this guy name is K kun !
he is in the first part ! Hes popular , hes awesome , hes quite a flirty guy , and he is the KING of our school. The queen? urgh.. of course that Mrs.Perfect Evelyn. shit.
The first time i met Kkun was in PshychoTest*lol idk how to write it err. so this Kkun stepped into this class late! he was spreading his aura oh damn,. to be honest , the first time idc at all, i like to see him but thats all.. but the day after tomorrow i started to have a crush on him! WHY? man,, he was awful, he flirt girls easily * except me blahh . But he was sweet, kind ,and he even have a girlfriend*thisisthepartwhereishouldjustdie.
But a few months later! he dump her*whatanasshole . But im a bitch too, cause i cant stop loving him.. argh. he said he was bored with his ex girlfriend. And everybody called him Mr.Perfectplayboy. Oh come on , he is soo handsome and who doesnt like him? im in the same class with kkun holy shit*the firstthought that appeared in my mind when i stepped into XGclass. and heres the part when he talked to me
fisrt time : K: hey pass this
me: oh okay
K:you are naomi?
me : yes? why?
K: Nah..nothing
second time : *we were punished together at the front of the class
K:hey..
me:what?*pretending i dun give a shit
K:what should we do?
me: idunno, maybe we should work this sheet of shit
K:oh ok
Third time
K: hey
me:huh?*acting like a boss
K: what time is it? ahh who are you?
His friend: shes naomi stupid
K: ah ohyeah naomi
me:... *damn he forgot my name damn where the hell am i?
K: so?
me:  umm sorry my watch are broken
K: oh is it? okay then
Forth
fifth
sixth
seventh
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. and maybe a hundred time but we talked a bullshit.
im the one whos very very very stupid .. i cant let the confersation flow ..
and fri\om that the third time
HE ALWAYS ASKED ME WHAT TIME IS IT! *and im damn proud about it
ahahhaa.,. i remembered that my life at the first grade at hogh school was so cool, and unforgettable.. it was just like a comic. Manga japan comic. but in the end im the one who cant reached that guy. ahh,, the last time before the celebration of  us *the high school pass the first grade now im on the secong grade
yah,, he asked me to draw, he forgot to do the assigment and asking me? thats a trouble. im not a decoy.. but i'd love to! because im stupid remember? i'd do anyhting that make him smile! such a folish.