Sunday, August 17, 2014

NEW THINGS THATS COMING

hey its been a while dont you think, LOL I'm not even sure someone will read this shit, but hey, I'm just going to write my thoughts here since no one will see my rant HAHA.

Okay so.. its been like a year . Ive stopped writing because I'm basically bored, I'm the type that change my mind a lot, so now I'm in the state thats trying to be more realistic, i mean, i cannot change my mind that easily at a time, so I'm going to control myself more !

ANd hehehe now my old visions came true, they just keep bumping into me all of a sudden, its like the things that I've always said turns out to be a bitter sweet reality! Now I'm in singapore, if you looked at my old pics, I've change pretty much a lot, like …  A LOT> ahahaha

me at the end of 2013

with my best girl ever out of many friends.
more pic with YURA.

AHA, now this is the pic with ma friend that came to singapore as well!!

see? now i could do a normal interaction with people :)

ME 2014

SELFIE CUS YOLO 

in the class memories, now that I'm fully graduated from HS :') </3.




NOW MY RETARDED CONFIDENT FACE HAHA 

See? now i really change, i make lots of songs too now, I'm okay with being alone too now, its all because of that relaxation, thanks to my nosey and pathetic old self i could achieve what i am. And eventually , gradually things will become so much clearer more than ever before. You should know this " keep searching, cause once you get the answer, you won't be satisfied, so keep on searching" its like.. recycling non stop, this is life, this is the experience i have to get through to. One day, i promise you guys , that you won't see me as a naomi thats in the past, but a naomi who change the world. I promise you this words , maybe now its not the time yet, because me personally isn't ready to saving life, first of course i have to save myself , and thanks to YOU too , i could be who i am now. Without any single worries of the future. Oh , and i really want to write stories, but if my english sucks at stories then i apologise hahaha, i hope you all doing well , just know that i love you, god loves you since you have to love yourself! spread the love people, oh and dont forget to spread the consciousness too <3.

LOVE FROM BOTH HELL AND HEAVEN.
N(J).