i've been seeing a lot of people that broked down, or hurt, or broken inside on instagram . i mean, maybe i dont know your life, I dont know what pain you have been through. You've been struggling to live, I respect people who dont say word DIE so easily. I mean it, LIFE is not a game you know? when you broke down and you posted I WANNA DIE on twitter . I just thought like ,(THEN DIE ALREADY) not that i dont care about you , i care thats why i thought about it. You guys are just showing off, so people will see, and tell you not to die and in the end you just gonna say it( i wanna die )more often so people will notice you . I know when you see this you will disagree with me. and you gonna say " You know nothing about me , you know nothing about pain!". HOOOOOO.. tell me about it. I've through a lot. I said i wanna die, and nobody cares. i said i want to cut myself, i want to jump from 100th floor building (LOL) , keep on saying die die die die die. ah.. i was worthless thinking about how to escape reality. Not only you have to be strong but you have to be a shining star. God gave you life, its not nothing. ITS EVERYTHING. and please people! think ahead. Words are just words in the end. Its not a real knife that will stabbed you till death. It just a word that hurt a lot. But you know what? when people say bad things about you.. let them be. cause nobody can change the fact that you are alive. You are strong! you are beautiful ! BUT dont stuck in selfishness, that people cant accept you for who you are, actually ITS ALWAYS BEEN YOUR FAULT that you cut your self, that you are being sucha coward towards life. Come on, who has made that false decision from the first? yeah maybe when someone die because they cant take it anymore , or maybe for different reason, you want to make your friend whose bullying you all the time feeling guilty right? maybe it will work. BUT COULD YOU PLEASE THINK OF YOUR FUTURE???????!!!! when you are only 16 and kill youself doesnt it sound like so useless? maybe you just tired that nobody cares , nobody looked at you, everyone thinks you're ugly. Start with love yourslef more, being you is more precious than money. people are cruel , society are cruel, but please be strong. at least people who DONT HAVE MONEY they can live longer than you, eventhough they lived on the streets, begging for money, they are alive and they dont cut themself, they struggles to BE YOU!!! CHERISHED WHAT U HAVE NOW. cause many people wants to be you, sitting on a nice couch, watching movie, havng a family. Once i only thought about FUTURE, everything about Die and die and die are just a memory. A really bad memory. You are more precious than you could ever imagine.
continue next im tired to write all of my thought at the same time lolrs.
